Sometimes I wish I could explain how I feel but I know people just wouldn’t understand. They see a smile on my face, me laughing and having a good time. They see me working out and at work. And they think that automatically means that I’m okay …. I am not. Over the last fifteen […]Read More A smile means a thousand things unspoken
The daily struggles since car accident number 6….. where will the hope come out of the darknessRead More The beginning of a new normal…
Being in six car accidents is crazy, your body hurts worse and worse each time, mentally it’s taxing, and you just feel so lost. I am trying to not get lost. Find out more inside.Read More Here’s to car accident number 6….
I’m August of 2012 l lost one of my big brothers to suicide. I was devastated. This was the sixth suicide I had experienced in my short life. I didn’t understand and still honestly don’t get why he had to do it. Fast forward to early September. I had remembered that this girl I competed […]Read More Why I won’t let my child compete in beauty pageants
I have been lost my whole life it seems like. I don’t truly know what happiness is. Or what it is like to stay happy. This week I made a friend. Everything was going great. She even joined my buisness. Everything was great and we were building a friendship and a partnership with the buisness. […]Read More Lost
So how I always imagined being a girlfriend is establishing a relationship mutually. Relationships scare me but at the same time I long for one. I’m only getting older… So here’s the scoop. I met a guy when I got back to the Washington about a month ago… we spend about 90 percent of the […]Read More …. being a girlfriend
…. You don’t want to drive with her she hit a house. Yup! That’s right. I’m that girl that made the news because she hit a house! I remember that day like it was today…. April 4th 2016. I was your reigning Miss Washington US 2016, I had just left a meeting with a teacher […]Read More She hit a house ….
In may of 2014, I met Joshua Edward Barron. And did he surely change my life. I can tell you right now that it it wasn’t for this man I wouldn’t be alive today. He is my Marine and I wouldn’t change the time we had together for anything in the world. Josh and I […]Read More Being engaged and not telling….
Hey guys, here’s your first insight. When I was growing up my brother had about 8 best friends that he grew up with which meant I was raised with these guys. They became my brothers too and until they graduated high school we all did everything together and I would to this day move mountains […]Read More The fall out of the pageant girl
For so long I have put so much before myself. I take on too much because I have so much that I don’t want to face. I put too much on Facebook and it doesn’t turn out good in my favor. So this blog is going to recap my last few years and the point […]Read More About this 🙂